Tralala

Hanif at 1 year and 3 weeks:

1. Suke main cak. Tapi die sebut 'tak'. Sambil telengkan kepale.
2. Dah jalan lajuu. Tangan kembang. Nak balance la agaknye.
3. Masih kurus dan muscular. Btol. Betis die berketak. Langsung takde lemak.
4. Emo n mood swing tak pasal2.
5. Gigi dah ade 4 kat atas, 2 kat bawah.
6. Masih anak tunggal.

It's 150am. I'm browsing this site. Cantek.

You Jump I Jump

It's our 2nd anniversary today. But Husband is away at Pasir Gudang.

To my suprise, he delivered a bouquet of red roses with chocolates to my office.

Best ah. He He He.

Thanks Abang, I Love U Muah!!

Miscellanous

A lot of things happened these few weeks back.


Hanif birthday celebrations - we had one just the 3 of us. Hanif's chocolate molten cake (which actually not a good idea coz it's not good for a baby to eat half-cooked things) that I baked myself does not seem to cooperate and had turn out not-so-molten and it doesn't look appetizing enough. I baked it in 2 ramekins, initially 1 for the Birthday Boy himself and the other for the parents to share. I ate all, since I wouldn't let Hanif eat such poison, and Husband wouldn't eat anything weird looking, naturally. We sang Happy Birthday with a candle shaped-H.


(Husband took the camera with him to Pasir Gudang so here's the best I can illustrate to y'all)

That same night we went out to buy a flat screen. Husband finally decided to buy Panasonic Viera a few night afterwards after so much thinking. 3 days after, we upgraded ourselves to Astro Beyond. Wah Wah Sgt. Tak sangka TV di rumah mcm TV di SenHeng. The picture quality is awesome though I am much more happier if it's HD-ed at my favourite 712 and 711 channel *duhh*. It's only HD quality for 3 channels that we subscribe, plus another one just converted last weekend which is ESPN. Semalam tgk Federer vs Murray, boleh nmpk sebijik2 titik peluh Murray dan bulu2 kat tengkuk die. Not that it's pretty sight but well you got my point.


(i snapped a picture of the Viera with my cameraphone but the whole world is against me now the bluetooth does not work. do come to my house to check out the awesome HD channels ya?)


D1g1zens got their bonus in January paycheque. Most of my money uses to pay credit card bills and debt. I thought of allocating some money for a brand new designer bag but it all went down the drain when last Friday I had to pay this.


(a picture of the damn receipt here) 


If it's not clear enuff for you, that's RM1725.35. For maintenance of my dear Hussen. AAARRRGGGHHHHHH!!! I guess the guys at the service counter knew I was pissed off with the amount, I swear I can sense they're afraid to even look at my face. And the other guy hand me a complimentary Lock & Lock food saver. AS IF THAT WILL CHANGE EVERYTHING. THE FOOD SAVER IS FOR ME TO BRING HOMECOOK MEAL TO WORK BCOZ I'VE LOST MY MONEY PAYING FOR THIS DAMN CAR?????!!IS THAT IT????


sedih tau.


tsk.

its a secret

Empire State Of Mind

Dear Hanif,

It's 2.53pm now.

Exactly a year ago, I gave birth to you. When you first came to this world, you are blue and icky. I held you in my arms and smiled Yeyy dah kluar pon.

A year passed, and you're not blue and icky anymore. You're jumpy and springy and yells with a voice too loud for your petite size. You love play time, susu-time and playing in the tub with your duck. You hate the vacuum cleaners, medicines and cats. You had the biggest of eyes I wonder where it came from. I hope you got my brains la ape2 jadi pon ah ah ah.

Ibu and Abah sang to you Happy Birthday this morning at 4am, when you're awake dan menjerit2 of we-dont-know-what. A few minutes later you dozed off and we sang Happy Birth again when you woke up again while we're getting ready for work.

And again when we were warming up the car. Mesti Hanif muak kan?

We're gonna have a small party tonight just the 3 of us. Ibu will be baking Choc Molten and let you eat chocolate for the first time. Jgn hyper sudah yer.

Love you very much. Ibu doakan Hanif sentiasa sihat dan membesar menjadi anak yg soleh dan bijak.

Ibu
15 Jan 2010.

15 January Tinggal 4 Hari Lagi

Sempena menjadi Ibu masuk setahun nih, why not a hair cut to mark my achievement?

Short layered cut. I usually go for this option sejak zaman sekolah2 lagi. Inspirasi sebenar adelah Teri Hatcher masa die popular dengan cerite Superman dulu. Lepas die dok asek rambut stret bob die tu, tetibe die potong rambut pendek ala2 mcm atas ni. But hers is much wavier, curlier. Cute. Mungkin korg akan terpk Ermie buat rambut mcm ni selalu? Bile mase weyh? Tapi ye mmg aku buat cume mungkin sbb aku pakai tudung so takdela jadik secun minah blonde kat atas nih.

Short blunt bob. Sweet jugak. Sweeter kalau rambut warna merah/amber macam minah kat atas nih. Terase nk highlight rambut pon ade jugak. Tsk.

Before It Passes Away

*taken when Hanif is less than 3 months old,

the period when I didn't notice that the camera's date is wrongly set

There's this stray cat that my father keeps as his unofficial pet. Unofficial cause unlike other 'serious' cat owners, this cat is not allowed to step into the house. At all times. It will only stay put in front of the entrance, or at the sliding door. Friskies 3 times a day, a very strict schedule pulak tu, and occasional pats and manja2 session throughout the day when Abah came back from masjid. Its a normal domestic cat, long lean body, very clean and shiny black, with a little bell worn as a choker. Pet name - Itam.

This means Tmn Desa visit for Hanif is to meet Itam. The first time Hanif got near to Itam, was a discovery to me too. Only then I know Hanif is afraid of this creature.

Unfortunately for Hanif, he got a mother like me who likes to tease him, make him scared even more and finally melalak sekuat hati. Keh keh keh. I should've got it in video and post it in Youtube bwahaha. Malamnye mmg terjaga tetgh mlm n ngigau. Nightmares of Itam, I guess.

So yesterday we went the Tmn Desa again. The sight of the front entrance and sliding door made him terified already. I knew it cause he pulled me tighter and move nearer to me as I carried him in my arms. Takot. It didn't help that Itam kept calling for us. Meow Meow Meow.

This act of pulling me closer and gripping my blouse tighter makes me feel like I am Hanif's human shield. Protect Me From That Giant Black Cat, Ibu. I'm Scared.

Best tau rase die. Rase diperlukan.

So before Hanif outgrow this fear, I will just enjoy my time being His Shield.